♥ Saturday, January 31, 2009
IM FCUKING PISSED !
FCUK THAT ANG FELLOW !
KNN. WASTE MY TIME.
CB. LJ.
Loved ♥
♥ Thursday, January 29, 2009
Yesterday was an enjoyable day for me (:
Went out wid honeyy yesterday.
watch The Punisher.
the show is not bad. but quite gruesome(erxin)
den after that we drive around.
until about 8pm?
we went to Dempsey to meet RuiFeng.
Ate Ooshe.
after that i drove them to St James.
went to Powerhouse.
cos Rf haven 23. cannot go into Dragonfly.
we reached at 10pm.
so not much ppl is around.
we talk&drink till about 10.30pm?
den went over to Boiler Room.
NEW Favourite Hangout.
continue to drink and enjoy the live band
den there is this comedian.
he always act like gay.
den he go up to Rf and wanted to kiss him.
i was like WTF?!
hahax. damn funny
we stayed there for quite long.
den got this china woman keep comin to Rf and drink wid him.
the ger damn high liaox.
the whole face red like baboon backside.
around 2am.
we headed back to powerhouse.
Alot of ppl lorx. its like fully packed.
every1 high liaox.
but got alot of bengs-ters&lians-ters.
so i dun really like to go Powerhouse.
after dat, honeyy send Rf home.
and send me home short after.
reach home about 3.30am.
have been so long since i came home so late.
Enjoyed my Day yesterday (:
took some pics.
Loved ♥
♥ Tuesday, January 27, 2009
HELLO PEOPLE !
its the 2nd day of chinese new year.
and i still dun have the new year spirit in me.
didnt really go anywhere.
went to honeyy's place
and went to the ang bao river.
had dinner at sakae wid honeyy's family.
and back home at 10.30pm.
and my mum came up to me and started naggin.
argh ! i really hate it.
it adds up to the stress i am havin.
im constantly thinkin about things.
about my life. about my future.
dat makes me so stress up.
how i wish things would go the way i want it too.
haiss ~
and before i forget.
Happy 3rd Month-sary, Honeyy.
thou we didnt do much stuffs.
i want to let you know.
that i love you more den anything else
all i ever hope for,
its that
we will be able to get our plan done.
i really wan to stay by you.
sleepin wid you.
able to wake up and see you every mornin
burn midnight oil wid you.
able to cuddle in your arms.
get hugs from you whenever i need it.
and a shoulder to cry on.
but all these could happen only when i stay wid you.
1 more month for the final decision.
im still holdin on as much hope as possible
i still hope to received a "YES" from you.
i love you <3 muacks
Loved ♥
♥ Monday, January 26, 2009
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE !!
I hope everyone will have good luck and good health in the year of the OX.
I realise ever since i turned 16.
the years seem to past real quick.
Seriously, im like 19 this year.
it still feels like im 18 or even 17.
times flies.
I had always like Chinese New Year.
and would always look forward to it.
but it seem that ever since last year.
everything seem to change.
i guess ppl do change.
for good or for bad.
but wadeva it is.
i hope everyone will enjoy their lunar new year !
Loved ♥
♥ Saturday, January 24, 2009
Sorry for the lack of updates.
have been busy since yesterday?
not really busy larx
just dat i was too lazy to blog.
22/01/09
went out wid darlinn.
bought my fake lashes.
den walk&walk&&more walkin.
walk till about 6+
met up wid Rf~
den we went out till about 11+?
send me to Airport.
met up wid honeyy.
and went for dinner/supper.
reach home about 12+?
and slept about 2?
i have been sleepin real late every night.
i really dunno why.
guess i have been thinkin real much lately~
23/01/09
woke up at 10am.
and honeyy was already reachin my hse
i was like wth?!
he didnt call me.
cos he thought i would have woken up by myself.
so i quickly go bathe&got ready.
sned my mum to my ahma hse.
and off to club street.
got my nails done.
did french wid pink hearts&ribbon *cute
while my feet i just painted it red.
anyway i will be wearin cover shoes.
so dun need so nice larx.
wahahaha :D
watched LoveMatters at vivo.
after the movies.
we went to FarEast to get a nail polish
and off to fetch my mum.
brought her to Tampanies Giant.
bought all the newyear stuffs.
send her home.
and off to chomp chomp for dinner~
after that went to Sungei Buloh(dunno if spellin is right)
i was kindda tired in the car.
but im very awake now.
weird.
tomolo will also be a long day for me.
i miss spendin time wid honeyy.
he seem near yet far.
haiss ):
Loved ♥
♥ Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Didnt do much today.
i wasnt myself today.
thought about so many things.
i guess i have to be more understandin.
thou i stop complainin. but i still feel kindda wierd.
its like being neglected from you.
but dun worry im still tryin to be understandin (:
helped out wid my mum wid her pineapple tarts.
den honeyy came to find me at 5pm.
went to have dinner at holland.
and went back home.
didnt really do much.
helped my mum wid her pedicure.
and now playin wid my niece.
so that conclude my day.
wil be meetin darlinn tomolo.
wanna get my waxin done (:
Loved ♥
♥ Monday, January 19, 2009
Hello..
i got my hair done today.
and yes ! i dyed it to my Favourite colour !
PURPLE !!!
and i really have to thank honeyy !
not only did he sponsored me he waited for me too.
thanks honeyy.
and seriously its not very fast.
i finished mine around 6+.
but my mum haven started dyein her hair.
cos the bleach cannot seem to work.
so my mum bleached 4 times.
i went to Far East for dinner.
and got an OPI nail colour.
and went back at 8.35pm.
she is still not done.
so honeyy accompany me wait for her.
how sweet right?
and she was done only at 10pm.
ppl must be wonderin its common.
but i can say NO !
not every guy is willin to wait so long.
And he is not waitin for his gf but for her mum ?!
widout any complaint !
and not forgetin him payin for mine and my mum !
which adds up to be a bomb !
So, how great is my honeyy ?
he is the best ~ THANK YOU! ILoveYou!(:
okie enough of all these.
i had a long day at the salon.
my butt still hurts~
and yes ! took some photos *(finally photos to update)
but i look superr tired !
Loved ♥
♥
I hope there will be a miracle.
thou i know that it wont happen.
but im still being hopeful !
i cant blame you cos its not your fault.
but honeyy you cant blame me for feelin this way.
all the promises that you gave.
all the hope that you gave.
and just by sayin you dunno does not help.
im really confused.
i lurve you like theres no tomolo.
i gave up so.. much for this relationship.
i put in effort.
change for a better(?)
all just, i can be wid you forever.
i still hold on to that 5% of hope.
which i know it wont happen.
still hope you would try. haiss~
Loved ♥
♥ Saturday, January 17, 2009
Im bored wid the songs in my blog.
so ya. change to this new craze song that i lovee !
Ti Amo.
its a very very sweet song.
The whole song is about Romance !
and i started hearin this song ever since i went for Fahreheit's concert
and ya i wont be bloggin tonight if im comin home late.
hahax.
i have been comin home on time for the past week.
so today is Saturday.
hope there is sth for me to stay out (:
Loved ♥
♥ Thursday, January 15, 2009
Today, i met honeyy at 1.30pm.
went to have lunch at Yishun.
honeyy got his hair cut.
while i wash&blow mine while waitin for him.
in the end he waited for me.
wahahhah :D:D:D
went back to honeyy's hse.
readin my True Singapore Ghost Stories.
left his home around 4pm.
went to AMK to wash the car.
had buffet for dinner.
wanted to go Ritz but the buffet sucks !
went to a few more hotels.
but chose Mandarin Oriental.
it has a nice international buffet.
dessert was real nice&&sweet (:
honeyy needed to deposit some cash.
so went to the IMM
went home shortly after that.
im quite tired cos i ate quite alot just now.
Loved ♥
♥ Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Woke up at 8.30 today.
got ready and went straight to honeyy's hse.
hmm. he not feelin well.
his back problem is back.
i hope it will be gone.
but we are out of places to go.
Singapore seem to be quite boring at times.
any suggestions?
anyway was playin facebook the entire afternoon.
left honeyy's hse only at 4? or 5?
didnt really see the time.
went to Ikea&&Giant.
den headed to Danny hse around 8+?
had his talkin done around 10+
and when home after.
today was kindda plain.
but ya. i spend lotsa time wid him.
so its all worth it (:
Loved ♥
♥ Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Hello !!
i guess things are back as it is le bahx.
i hope so.
i really dunno wads wrong wid me.
i know once in awhile i may irritate you wid my questions.
by repeating them..
but i didnt do it on purpose.
it cant be helped.
im just toooo.. afraid to lose you.
you mean much more den anything else.
haiss~
i guess once in awhile i may get annoying.
but seriously im just SCARED !
you may say why am i afraid.
i trust you.
but i dun trust the outside world !
women are jealous creatures.
im tryin my best to be super understandin
and i do need your support !! (:
Loved ♥
♥ Monday, January 12, 2009
Sorry for the lack of updates.
i have been real moodless for the past few days.
and ya i dun wanna think about it.
wad past is past.
all i look now is the future.
i hope you will understand why i said those stuffs.
and i would like to thank those that were concern.
i know you ppl are concern about me.
and im glad to have you ppl as my frens ! (:
dun worry i have taken your advices.
when im wrong, i will admit to it.
i dun just pretend it never happens.
since i apologise.
den lets forget today.
went out wid Simunlovee&Michelle.
she kept askin me to meet her.
cos she didnt wan me to be alone.
so thanks arx !
gossip so much about gers&&guys.
i guess thats wad gers do.
its either about gers or guys.
learn a few stuff from Michelle.
and ya nice knowin her. (:
ate mac and waited for honeyy to arrive.
they were nice to acc me wait for honeyy
after that they went to parkway.
and we went to fetch Danny.
honeyy got his stuffs done wid Danny's dad.
and we headed to FarEast.
got my pay.
went to Jurong East and have dinner.
walked at the PasarMalam.
and went home straight after.
today had been a long day for both me&honeyy.
lotsa things happens in a day.
i promise to not say such stuffs.
i hurt you enough.
but i wish you will stop neglecting me. (:
ILOVEYOU !! MUACKS (:(:(:
Loved ♥
♥ Sunday, January 11, 2009
i dun think i wanna blog anything.
im totally moodless to do anything.
somehow deep inside.
im confused.
i really dunno wad is my goal in life.
i feel confused and empty.
i dunno if we will work out.
i just want some1 to love me wholeheartedly.
is that so hard to find?!
Loved ♥
♥ Thursday, January 08, 2009
i guess every1 has their weaknesses.
and i have mine.
i sorry for being so serious.
mayb i thought its time for me to put some seriousness in this relationship.
but i guess im wrong.
im sorry for making such a big fuss over small little things.
but it is really very hard for me to understand you.
im sorry.
i just cant afford to lose some1 so dearly to me.
i wish all sufferings of mine will come to an end.
when will you take me away?
i had enough of all these.
i wanna put it to an end.
when will my heart stop beating?
when will it be my last breath?
i hope its soon.
God, please take me away from this world !
Loved ♥
♥ Wednesday, January 07, 2009
Honeyy,
i know dat you came to my hse instead of going home.
cos you knew sth was wrong.
but i didnt even appreciate it.
if it was on a normal day.
i would have been overjoyed.
i know you care for me.
and love me.
but somehow today i am not myself.
i wanted to throw my temper and stuffs.
but i tried to control myself.
dats the reason why i was so quiet the whole day.
im sorry !!
i know i am not myself today.
but for some reason.
i am not happy at all.
and i know you realise it.
tried to cheer me up and stuffs.
but im just not myself.
haiss~
went home quite early today.
left honeyy's place at 10.
but reached home at 11.
took a very very slow drive home.
drove like 60km/hr
ppl dat knows me will be shocked.
cos i always speed.
and today the roads were so smooth for me to speed.
but i chose to drive slowly.
like i said im not myself today.
i hope after a good night rest i will feel better.
im constantly thinkin about you.
dreams keep makin me think about the past.
thinkin of you only makes me unhappy
i hate it.
i wish it will go away.
Loved ♥
♥
I WANNA GO ON A HOLIDAY TRIP !!
i kindda hate myself right now.
lots of ppl wished they were me.
but who knows the sufferin i am going through?
fuck my life !!
Loved ♥
♥ Monday, January 05, 2009
went shopping wid darlinn today.
bought 2 sets of clothes and a pair of heels
bought a shirt for honeyy.
but its too small.
i must start measuring his size properly.
hmm. while waitin for honeyy to reach home.
i was blog hopping.
and i realise alot of youngsters are married or going to get married.
but the bad news is. they are short gun married.
and i guess. they will have to take only 4 or 5 months max
to prepare for the wedding.
i really wonder how they manage
i am given 8 mths from the date.
and i still think its really fast.
i really wonder how did they manage everything.
and wid the little savings they have.
how did they make everything possible?
isnt every girl dream to have a princess wedding?
sth grand. sth to talk about and ppl will go "woah.."
i wish to have that.
but at least i still have 8 more months to think and decide.
honeyy&myself would like our wedding to be sth special.
sth not every1 would have.
and we are still tryin to work things out (:
as for now. we shall do things 1 step at a time..
Loved ♥
♥ Sunday, January 04, 2009
Had Breakfast wid honeyy at Shangri-la.
the food was okie. thou its damn big and lots of variety.
but i still prefer Ritz Carlton.
after that i drove around while honeyy is sleeping (:
went back to my area and practiced on my parkin.
cos im afraid i not able to park when im alone.
so practice for while.
headed back to honeyy hse.
got his bmw and went to fetch his bro..
after that met up wid his family and had Sakura for dinner.
was super full cos we had buffet for breakfast.
and buffet at night too ?!
i forced myself to eat as much as possible.
cos honeyy ate a little bit.
and i was super ps.
cos she already told us in advance that we are havin Sakura.
after dat we went to get the car washed.
cos its filled wid bird shits.
went back and slack alittle.
washed the SLK and went home after.
oh ya. took some photos wid the SLK.
wahhaha. envy me !!
Loved ♥
♥
There are much more photos to be uploaded.
but im runnin late !!
honey is already on his way to fetch me.
so i hope it is enough (:
im havin a sore throat thanks to all the drinkin..
Loved ♥
♥ Saturday, January 03, 2009
hello !!
just came back from club wid honeyy and Delon.
i know many of my frens were like.
"Trina, you nowadaes keep clubbin arx."
hmm. fyi. i go club to chill.
relax myself from this stressful world of ours.
so dun get the wrong idea. (:
went out wid honeyy's poly classmates.
had fun talkin to them.
went to heeren to eat some Cantonese restaurant.
food was alright. didnt really like it.
headed to Dempsey for dessert.
didnt had any. was super full !!
after that went to St James.
went to Powerhouse instead.
i think the place is okie okie.
honeyy got back his SLK200 today.
and i drove it.
wahaha. super cool lorx !!
but its kindda hard to drive.
cos im a new driver and i have prob wid turnings.
and the sterling is super super heavy !!
but i will learn. (:
honeyy, i lurve you from the bottom of my heart.
i wish that wadeva my frens say wont come true.
i trust you and i believe you are true to me. (:
muacks~
Loved ♥
♥ Thursday, January 01, 2009
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !!
I celebrated my first New Year Countdown at St James
its kindda boring thou.
haven reach 12 midnight.
already seen ppl dat is drunk le.
and its so packed.
but its a really different experience for me.
so i met up wid darlinn at 12.30am wid her frens.
went to Lau Pa Sat to have supper.
de moment we reached there.
i ran to find a toilet.
den to my disappointment, got to pay money
sianx larx.
cos honeyy went to park his car.
den i am quite urgent cannot wait.
so i went up to some stranger and ask him for 20 cents.
he was kind enough to lend me.
lucky for me (:
we met up shortly after
and started buyin food.
but i was quite full so ate only a few satays and 2 piece chicken (:
after eatin.
went back to St James.
cos my boss text me.
come or you dun need get pay.
bo bian go lorx.
but had lotsa fun thou !!
we went to mono.
and there is this rich guy.
he is quite a gentlemen.
he ordered 10 bottles of Hennessy.
and there is only 6 ppl -.-
1 person drink 1 bottle still got balance lorx.
but he is a nice person.
just dat he is quite lonely.
and we were to ps to leave cos we drank only 1 and half bottle.
i was laughin throughout wid one of my boss fren.
she is a nice person (:
we left about 4.45am?
and send my boss home.
reach home around 5.20am.
so early hor?
hahax.
slept till 10am and here i am bloggin.
oh ya i forget to mention.
i saw Steph got this new instant camera.
and thought it was so cool&fun.
so honey got 1 for me but abit expensive.
but i haven get the film.
cos lotsa places were close when i got the camera.
gonna get it later. (:
Thank You Honey!!
and yes i cut my fringe and layered my hair a little.
i think its looks much much prettier now.
its like so ugly lorx.
very frizzy.
photos will be uploaded either tonight or tomolo.
kindda lazy to do it now.
its quite cloudy now.
i hope it wont rain cos im headin to Sentosa for the day !
got to run ! byee
Loved ♥
To have a Happy Family
