♥ Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Finally, PHOTOS are up !!
wahhaha. like i said. and promised (:
anyway. these photos are taken cos im bored at work !
so theres some ugly photo.
work wid colleen on mon&tues.
den today work wid valerie.
hehe. i like workin in The Box.
thou its boring, the gers are super friendly.
VALERIE&&I was like laughin out loud throughout.
and work was fcuking easy today !!
meanin. time pass super fast !
didnt take any photo wid her.
cos she very ps de..
anyway. chat for the whole day.
and finally 10. we close shop.
didnt go anywhere. so went home straight !
okie larx. enough of all these. photos are up (:

























Loved


♥ Tuesday, April 28, 2009

i know i promised photos will be up.
but seriously, im damn lazy right now.
will post it up latest on fri ?
and and. i really wanna go swimmin.
i wanan go wild wild wet !!
Loved


♥ Monday, April 27, 2009

haven been bloggin for some time.
will post pics and blog tomolo.
currently, i miss the times at genting.
aww..
i really hope to rewind back to the past.
i wanna go kl !! honey ??
anyway. today is our 6th monthsary.
we are 6 months old already.
and seriously, i cant believe it.
times really flies.
i will write a note tomolo. im kindda tired already. (:
GOODNIGHT ppl !! (:
Loved


♥ Thursday, April 23, 2009

Hello, i wont be bloggin much today.
i will just let the picture do the bloggin.
hmm. all i can say i had so much fun workin wid Colleen and Valerie.
photos are up. thou very little but its still better den nth (:
anyway i today super suay.
go scratch myself against the shelves.
and now. my beautiful skin become so red and ugly.
freakin pain larx.

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♥ Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Work wid Colleen today.
was quite fun. not as wad i expected.
anyway did lotsa catchin up between the 2 of us.
and about 9 YongSheng came down.
and we talked till closing.
den while doing settlement peiling came.
but was busy doing settlement.
so cant talk much.
anyway went into jb today.
was damn hungry.
cos i didnt eat for the whole day.
just had bread in the afternoon.
so had dinner and went to wash the car.
and i bought my RAMLY burger.
muahahaha. de guy damn good. give me 50 cents discount.
so i paid $1.50 ringgit for that burger.
damn cheap and nice !
suppose to go out wid honeyy & his bro tomolo.
but den cancel.
cos last min James(boss) sms me ask me work tomolo and thurs.
sometime i hate workin here cos everytime last min have to work.
den ppl plan things le have to change.
but nvm larx. can earn more money also. wahahha.
anyway i will be working for the whole week exp for sat.
lucky James didnt ask me work on sat.
cos going for honeyy's fren wedding dinner. (:
another working day wid Colleen tomolo.
yippee. lurve workin wid her.
so much craps to talk about.
and de best thing, the time pass damn fast.
wahahaha.
guess i shall end my post now.
wanna sleep le. NIGHTSS !!
Loved


♥ Monday, April 20, 2009

Thinkin about me&honeyy.
the past always put a smile on my face.
whenever i think back to the time,
when honeyy den my msn pal said to me.
" lets not meet at all. and just be msn pals. "
and den after a few days we met for a cup of coffee.
wahahah.
he also mentioned to me after we met.
" i wont fall for you. we will be very close frens "
and den a week or 2 he said he kindda like me.
i always think of the past.
had so much ups and DOWNS
but still things are working out.
i get to know honeyy so much better.
and im like a change person.
i dun anyhow throw my temper.
and start having a little bit of patience (:
every night before i sleep i will always look at the photos we took.
its all the happy times we had together.
and i will look at this particular photo of us everytime i on&off my lappy.
the 1 that we paid $20 for at the night safari.
its a photo that we took at the night safari.
went there together for the first time.
and for the first time. i rmb clearly.
how honeyy treated me.
very sweet~
cos everyone that knows me. know im afraid of dark.
honeyy did try to scare me and stuffs.
but he held my hand real tight.
and at 1 moment even piggyback me (:
all these little things may mean nth to every1.
but it really means alot to me.
its all these little things that make me lurve him more.
and make this r/s work.
its sth i will always rmb (:
i uploaded the pic. but its kindda blur. so dun mind arx. (:

Loved


♥ Sunday, April 19, 2009

Honeyy got his new vios today.
its black in colour.
dun really like that car.
cos no leather seats & no mirror.
leather seat is much comfortable to sit in.
and the mirror is for when im in de rush
i put make up in the car.
so dun have this 2 things. kindda make me dislike the car.
wahahaha.
just hope we could modify alittle bit.
both interior and exterior.
i guess if i could. i would modify the bodykit and the rims&tyres
thats for the exterior.
for the interior.
i would put those furry stuffs on the dashboard(is it spelt this way?)
den put lots and lots of bling bling cystals.
i guess if its my car.
i would have turn the whole interior pink.
wahahhaa.
come to think of it.
i wonder at wad age am i able to afford my own car.
hmm.. guess theres still a long way to go bah.
today wanted to in to jb cut hair.
in de end didnt cos we reached jb about 10.
so we had a very very heavy dinner.
14 prawns, rice, chicken, vegetable, sotong && RAMLY burger.
im such a pig nowadaes.
its rainin now.
and i really really very tired and wants to sleep.
but somehow my mind is keepin me awake.
wonders wad is the reason.
i think thats about it bah (:
wanna go play my pets society for awhile.
GOOD NIGHTS PPL !!
Loved


♥ Saturday, April 18, 2009

Oh ya, forget to mention some stuffs about my work that few days.
work was okie on thurs.
had so much fun workin with shufen.
but next week not workin wid her.
but but i will be workin wid colleen (:
i dunno if its good but she was 1 of my pal last time.
anyway no work till mon.
suddenly i feel like going kl.
but den. cannot stay over night.
so i dun think can larx.
I didnt do much today.
honeyy came over to fetch me and went to his hse.
saw his little nephew.
he was lookin at honeyy all the time.
and he smiled at me.
so cute larx. i wish i have a kid too.
wahahaha. im crazy. so young have kids. no freedom le.
i realise i haven been posting any pictures.
but i really didnt take any pictures lately.
just upload afew hope it will do (:
and ya. honey gave me his iphone. cos he not using it.
but i dunno if i shd sell it and get the lg prada.
cos de iphone cannot take pictures in the dark.
as it does not come wid flash. stupid right ?
so high tech but no flash.
IPHONE OR LG PRADA ??







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♥ Friday, April 17, 2009

its the imperfect you that makes this relationship so perfect.
if you were so perfect, we wont even be together.
i lurve the imperfect you.
thou i always wish for sth perfect.
but i know if you were perfect.
things would have been very different.
i just wish to go thru this together with you.
Loved


♥ Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Today wasnt a good day to start with.
all i can say is.
serve me right for being so greedy.
woke up, stomach pain like hell and kept vomitin.
force myself to work.
couldnt stand the pain.
so i sat thru out..
until around 5 ? i cant stand the pain.
called to ask for replacement.
den left at 5.30 when honeyy came to fetch me.
actually wanna go see doc.
but kindda waste money so decided not to.
honeyy fetched me home.
and i slept till 9pm.
waited for honeyy to get my first meal of the day.
so he came at 11pm aftre his work.
honeyy bought fish soup w/o rice.
wahahaha. cos they sell finish le.
so now waitin for mummy to finish cookin rice den i can go eat le.
im super hungry now.
but im still not back to my usual self.
i guess im going to bed early tonight. (:

*updated
honeyy just called to say he wanna go club to celebrate danny's birthday.
i said okie but i dun really like the idea.
its not that i dun allow him to go or wad.
im quite okie wid it.
and the fact that i promised him to give him his space
but today im sick. arent he even worried about me ?
to actually go club wid his frens ?
i dunno. but i need some advice. why is he doing this ?
is he concerned about me thats why he bought dinner
or is it cos he thinks he is suppose to as a bf ?
Loved


♥ Tuesday, April 14, 2009

HELLO!!
im back from work !
today learned how to do closing. (:
okie larx. not that hard.
but den was quite boring today.
darlinn came to find me.
den saw alex(kokhua).
den at night before closing,
peiling came too (:
anyway im pretty hungry now.
argh !!
i guess i would get to eat my ice cream tomolo bah :D
wadeva. anyway im going to carlton hotel tomolo.
to have a look at the hotel and stuffs.
hmm. time really passes real quick
its 4 months + more before i have my solemnisation.
excited yet nervous.
lets hope things will go well.
ya thats about it i guess.
byee people ! <3
Loved


♥ Monday, April 13, 2009

I guess finally we will have peace amoung ourselves?
no more quarrels for quite a while i guess.
anyway. didnt go club as suppose to.
went out wid honeyy instead.
we watched Sniper yesterday.
and yes, EDISON is super handsome&&hot !
so after movie went home.
slept only at 7am this morning.
im quite tired right now.
i just came back from JB.
went there for my favourite PRAWNS
*darlinn, next time you must try SUPER SALTY&NICE wahahahha
im working tomolo at 2pm.
and darlinn coming over to find me tomolo (:
i wanna eat ICECREAM! wahahha.
and its time for me to get my bridal gown liaox.
guess me&&honeyy will be going to french bridal
on tues ? or fri bah. depends.
im gonna play a little while before going to sleep.
Good Night READERS (:
Loved


♥ Saturday, April 11, 2009

Watched Knowing.
Nice show, but its like the noah's ark.
just that its not water that flood the cities but fire that burn the cities.
cool show. must watch.
thru out the show i was like scaring myself.
wahaha.
anyway. i caught a 12am show.
den after that got Sean to send me home.
he damn good larx.
call him le, he immediately come down.
den after that went to have supper at east coast.
and he send me home after that.
reached home only at 4am.
den chat around till 7am den sleep.
and i woke up at 12+noon.
these few days i keep sleepin late and wakin up damn early.
and weitian last min tell me she have to be cinderella cannot go club wid me.
so im considerin shd go mah.
cos very expensive.
aiya wadeva larx. this to be confirm.
im like freakin hungry now. i wanna eat ICECREAM !
SWENSENS - myfavourite. (:
yum..yum.. *droolin*
Loved


♥ Friday, April 10, 2009

Plans changed.
didnt go to carlton today.
he didnt want to go, so cancelled.
not going out at the moment.
but meeting Danny later to catch a movie.
as for now.
i wanna go rest a little more.

i must be strong to go through my life.
i must have the determaination to make things work
i have to say, i made a mistake.
and its time for me to amend it.
Will it be too late ?
Are we making the right decision ?
Trina ! wake up from your sleep.
Loved



Im totally not myself today.
Suddenly i realise im not myself anymore.
i became another person.
The old Trina wasnt a possessive person.
she wouldnt mind her bf going out wid other ppl.
she wouldnt have quarrel for no reason.
she wouldnt have taken so much effort in a r/s
she wouldnt have make things happen.
she would have just break up if the person dun treat her the way she wants.
she would have been happy to have her freedom.
i guess i really change alot.
did quite alot of soul searching.
and Thanks JOE for enlightin me.
ya. all those you say were true.
my r/s lack the basic thing.
which is trust.
i say i trust him, but i never show or my action dun seem to be the way.
im gonna change back or shd i say i have to change back.
i dun wanna be like this anymore.
everyday thinkin about the other partner and stuffs.
its time for me to think about myself.
think wad i want.
and make sure im happy, do wadeva that i like.
i was sobbing almost for 3 hrs ?
till i met joe ?
he told me some stuffs that actually got me into serious thoughts.
after that, took the train to bedok.
met up wid tianjie(weitian's bf)&&andy&&tianjie's ganmei.
after that went to find weitian.
headed to loyang for praying. i was lookin around and askin qns.
now my whole body smells of joss stick.
and got 1 dog, sleep super funny got take pic.
but will post another day, im damn tired now
but anyway. after that
we went to boat quay.
and headed back home.
before going home, we went to get mac (:
my first meal of the day.
all i can say i have been real stupid these few months.
im sorry for all the hurt that i have given you.
sorry for being so possessive.
my eyes are quite swollen now.
wanna finish my mc chicken and bathe den go sleep le.
its so swollen dat i cant open my eyes properly.
going to carlton hotel tomolo.
is this wad we want ?
Loved


♥ Wednesday, April 08, 2009

Okie. im going to sleep but before i sleep.
i wanna share wid my readers this 2 article i came across the internet.
i think its fcukin cool enjoy~

Why We Wear The Wedding Ring On The Fourth Finger
Have you ever wondered why its on the fourth finger and not others? Recently I came across this mystical, beautiful explanation.

There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese…..
Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back.Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip(As shown in the figure below)



Thumb represents your ParentsSecond

(Index) finger represents your Siblings

Middle finger represents Yourself

Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner

& the Last (Little) finger represents your Children

Now, try to separate your Thumbs (representing the parents)–> They will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you forever, and have to leave you sooner or later.


Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)–> They will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives.


Now join the Index fingers and separate your Little fingers (representing your children)–> These will open too, because your children also will get married and settle down with their own families some day.


Finally, join your Little fingers, and try to separate your Ring fingers (representing your spouse).You will be surprised to see that you just CANNOT!–> BECAUSE Husband & Wife have to remain together all their lives - through thick and thin!!
&&
sth that i wished would never happen to me.
i want my husband to love me and that we will not lack of intimacy.
but i dun mind him carryin me to the door everyday. wahahah. (: *hint*

MARRIAGE
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you.
She sat down and ate quietly.
Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth.
But I had to let her know what I was thinking.
I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry.
She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!
That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping.
I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage.
But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew.
I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces.
The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger.
I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see.
To me her cry was for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table.
I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.
When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing.
I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.
She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible.
Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.
She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy.
Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions...
She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd.
No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy.
Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms.
His words brought me a sense of pain.
From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms.
She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce.
I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door.
She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest.
I could smell the fragrance of her blouse.
I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time..
I realized she was not young any more.
There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying!
Our marriage had taken its toll on her.
For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning.
This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.
On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again.
I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by.
Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
She was choosing what to wear one morning.
She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one.
Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger.
I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart.
Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out.
To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life.
My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly.
I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute.
I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally.
I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step.
Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.
I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door.
I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs.
Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said.
I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce.
My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more.
Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears.
I walked downstairs and drove away.
At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
Her heart had finally broke down...The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank, blah..blah..blah.
These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

Loved



Hello, today i went for interview at 2pm.
and glad to say i got the job (: yippee.
RuiFeng was like talkin to me on the phone till i reach lorx.
den after that called him.
wanted to meet him for a chat.
cos i was waitin for honeyy to finish his army check up.
but den when i got up de bus, honeyy called and say he was done.
so called Rf told him no need meet le.
kindda ps lorx. ask him meet me. den after that i change plan.
but ya. he understands hor ?
wahhaha.
went over to bukit panjang.
had lunch wid honeyy.
went back to honeyy's place. rest and talked.
headed to return the car for his next customer.
and we took a bus to amk.
met up wid delon.
had dinner and played arcade.
after that went to meet joe&ben. (:
im quite tired arx. and tomolo is my first day !
finally got sth to do le. wahahhaha.
i think i will be sleeping soon (:
will blog tomolo or wad lorx.
AND AND
to those stayin at jurong or near jurong point
please visit me ! wahhaha. msn me to know more.
esp steph !
jitao everyday before you go home you can come find me le. wahahha.
Loved


♥ Monday, April 06, 2009

Being married is not about how similar we are,
but how we actually solve problems and work things out with our difference.
We were never same. it all just happened.
lots of prob occured and the difference we had were alot.
sometimes we even wonder if we shd be together.
but lets say. loving some1 its all about understanding.
im trying mybest to control my emotions.
and i hope you are too.
ppl always say you shdnt change for some1.
but i believe that 1 must adjust ownself to actually feel loved (:
I hope that after we start a new chapter in life,
i will always have this quote&words in my mind.
iloveyou~ xoxo
Loved


♥ Sunday, April 05, 2009

Overdued photos (:
Finally found time to upload some photos.
Took these at malacca.
it took honeyy about 3-4 hrs drive to malacca.
the journey was fun, but we went on a wrong day.
we shd have gone on a weekend den they will be more things to see.
ended our journey at jb. and thats the best part.
we spend about 40 ringit and ate quite alot of food.
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