♥ Wednesday, September 22, 2010
I wont be blogging for the time being. cos there are some stuff i cant share and my whole mind and world is only thinking about it. dun bother coming to ask me. cos i wont say. if i would, i would had told you (: but dun worry im doing very good. so til the next time. GOOD BYE !
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♥ Friday, September 17, 2010
I wonder if he does read my blog still, but yeah the following is for him (:
" Sweetheart, I may not be the most prettiest, smartest, caring, forgiving and independent gf you ever had. But 1 thing im sure. NO 1 loves you more den i do. including your ex-es. Im trying to make things work out. Im really changing and all just so things will turn out great. I dunno what is going to happen in the near future but YOU is who i wanmy future with. Im sure you are afraid - being dumped by your ex for another guy and den me almost leaving you for another guy when you were in army. I totally regretted for what had happened. AND I SWEAR IT WILL NEVER EVER HAPPEN AGAIN! Please give me your trust again ? I really trying to put everything behind us so that we can move on and start anew. Give me a chance will you ? I am deeply/madly in love with you. You will always be my Baby boy. ♥ "
Last night, went to Vivo with JH. dinner at Thai Express den to Awfully Chocolate for my "not so surprise cake" hahaha ! inside joke. anyway. had a piece den we went for movies. Going the distance. It is good - funny and touching.. I teared a little. After the movies. I cant imagine myself being in a long distance r/s its sucky and i wish i will NEVER have the need to go thru that. Afterall being apart from Sweetheart for 1 mth when he went for his ATEC mission was hell. So cant imagine myself being apart from my love one for a year. HAHA! Tonight gonna have dinner at Cedele with Ivan. den gonna head down to JY's to get my ribbon fixed ! its dirty and i just plucked it out today :x wahaha ! new ribbons for tonight. I have cravings for koi noooooow ! i wanna have my chocolate milk tea ): mayb i shd just head to bugis for koi before headin for my pedi session in FarEast :/ have to go 1 big round sia. FOR KOI !!! okie. thats about it. I hope every1 will have a good weekend ahead. Toddles~
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♥ Wednesday, September 15, 2010
He asked some1 what is love.. and dat got me thinking.. what is LOVE to me ? and these are what i think love is.
- you just wish to spend those quality time with that person (Boring or not boring)
- for everything you have in mind, he/she is the first person you wan to share it with.
- wanna spend time with him/her.
- will do what it takes to make him/her happy.
- the emotion of your partner is what your emotion would be. (eg. if he is sad, you would be sad.)
- seeing the person makes you feel excited/happy
- respecting each other choices
- willing to understand why he/she makes certain decision.
- morally support for each other
- PATIENCE/TRUST/COMMUNICATION/FORGIVING
yeah.. these are the few reasons i could think of. Im willing to do so, mayb not all. but at least 3/4 of it. and this is how i know i do love him. cos i experience this. Im missing him every moment. even if i just met him 5 mins ago.. i would still miss him after he left. and every single thing that goes thru my mind, I would just wanan let him know. thou im sure he will get pissed thus i dun :x but yeah. he determines the emotion in me. A simple "i love you" would make be soo happy for that day, and a simple bo chup reply like "too bad." can make my whole world tumble for that day. and den a simple "sorry" makes it all up. Its funny how such little things could change an emotion of a person. Mayb cos im a very emotional person, but arent all virgos like this ? we take every little details into consideration - and this has its advantage and disadvantage. I seriously hope 1 day, I can actually do all the things that i have mentioned to that lucky guy which i hope will eventually be my husband. yeah.. with this i shall end my post. I LOVE YOU TMS since 26062009 (: never stopped and hopefully never will....
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IM DAMN FUCKING DULAN TTM!
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♥ Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Eve of my birthday 08092010
A night at Phuture, Countdown to my birthday.they sang the birthday song twice. first at 11.30 den at 12am. but i was pretty much drunk at 12 that i cant rmb anything. that night was hell of a night. had 5shots, 1 jeggar, 2 mixes and a 5 sec mckellen how not to be drunk ? but overall it was a fun night with this group (:Celebration with Coussy 10092010
Cebebrated my Belated birthday with Coussy (: they got me my fav Awfully Chocolate cake. and den after cake cutting they got me the balloons as a pressy. cos i didnt want soft toys :x had some great catch up with them you all are loved (:Shaun's 911 birthday 11092010
Headed to Jy's place only at 5pm. den there we talked and all before heading to S's place. Walked to S's place only at 6+. helped out in the food and all. His SIM mates only arrived at 8pm. was kindda unhappy cos me,jy and joanna were like helping in the kitchen and when this SIM mate of S's came, he headed into the kitchen and asked " is dinner ready? im hungry." like please lor ! we are not your servant -.- anyway since its S's birthday we decided to keep our displease to ourselves. Things got better and we played some weird games. its fun lar. but i keep praying that i dun need to drink. am kindda afraid of alcohol now. :/ Overall i had fun that night. and yeah. before ending this celebration of S's, heres some photo of S and his SIM mate drunk. :x
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My Birthday at Timbre 09092010
My beautiful nails done by JY and blinged camera done by Your truely (:
i love this photo lots.. ♥♥
They celebrated my birthday on the day itself. ALL of them made time for me. Agreed on going to Timbre as we could chill and have some chitchat session there.. LiveBand was good (: and yes, company was good too. took lotsa photos. more on FB. we had a whole night of fun till in the wee morning before Martin send us home. thanks for the cake and your company.. APPRECIATED. You guys made me sooo HAPPY and HIGH dat nice. with all the jokes. its no wonder why I want to meet you all again. Guess the next time will be end of this mth or next mth bah. its hard to get a group to have a day together :x but im sure we will figure out sth (:
And with this i end my birthday week. More photos can be found in fb. I love My birthday celebration thou without a BF. but i feel all the love my frens are giving.. A BIG BIG Thank you to all of you. YOU guys&girls made me so HAPPY. I still have some frens that will be meeting me for dinner this week and next. Thank you in advance.. okie. shall end it here. Mayb i will blog tml or sth.. BYE for now..
Loved ♥
To have a Happy Family