♥ Tuesday, May 31, 2011
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HELLO PEEPS! haven been blogging for a god damn long time. IM sorry ok ? been busy taking care of my lil boy.
Anyway my boy was out on the 20th May 2011. will blog about my boy's birth story after my confinement alright ?
Im still trying to get use to being a mummy, waking up every hr just to feed that boy of mine. he can wake up every 1 hr for milk which can be really tiring for me. Its kindda hard but im sure i can do it. and breastfeeding really let me bond well with my boy.
oh ya, ever since de start of my confinement, i have been blog shopping like almost every few days. and those owners like very hardworkin lo. EVERYWEEK also launch pretty clothings ): im gg to be a very poor mummy spending $$ on clothes. LOL. oh well, just wanna reward myself after gg thru a hard 10mths and almost 12 hrs of waiting time for my lil boy to arrive.
Shall end this post with my boy's pic. (:
This is Kayler Tai, my PRINCE (:
Loved ♥
♥ Thursday, May 05, 2011
Some ZiLian photos of myself (last time seeing this chubby me)
I have a feeling i will slim back to my previous me :/
Brunch at Wild Honey
photos with the girls are with JY. shall upload when she upload it (:
Ice Cream treat from JY. Its damn sweet but i love the waffle!
It was really a day of being a Taitai. Brunch and gossip session at Wild Honey. it was shopping time for all of us. walked quite alot, and now my leg is super suan already!
This will be a short post as i dunno what to type already! cos yesterday was mainly a meet up session with the girls to settle my craving, get some shopping done + last time the girls gonna see my bump. BabyKayler will be out next week!!! or latest in another 11 days time.
P.S: To my Cousin & Cousin in Law,
Congrats on de arrival of your baby boy, Jake Lee.
Welcome to parenthood. may your love for each other grows as you enter into a new journey of life (: I sincerely wish you 2 all the best! and i cant wait to see my lil nephew ! :D
Loved ♥
♥ Tuesday, May 03, 2011
A BIG HELLO TO ALL MY FELLOW READERS!
I haven been blogging for weeks. im just too lazy, now that im on leave i do hope i would be able to blog abit more often. Last fri was de last day for me.. and it gonna last till end of aug, where i will be back to work again :/
Shall do a lil recap as of last year till now.
My r/s with SH wasnt that good when he left the army, somehow i felt that we grew apart from each other, den things ended between us. I didnt want it to end that way but no use forcing some1 you love to be with you right? thus, drinking was my new best fren. Clubbin on every weekend and drinking on every weekday night was what i did.
We still contacted each other as Friends but yet, i didnt want us to be as frens. I cried soo hard everytime we bbm-ed each other hoping he would change his mind about us. things didnt change he still prefers his new found freedom and frens den our 1year r/s(back then). I soon found out that we cant stay as frens as I wont be able to move on and would just torture myself in this. So, i decided to end our friendship, im not tryin to be the "oh we cant be frens cos we were a couple" but cos i wanna heal my heart and really accept him as a friend.
But somehow that night(10thsept) we all(me, him & Chanel) had an arguement. I still rmbed i was at Phuture that night and that arguement totally spoiled my mood. Left phuture when it closed and headed for supper, during that time Me&SH was smsing (cos i deleted him from my bb). things somehow changed? i dunno mayb he finally woke up from his dream or sth. cos he asked me back saying to give us a chance again. honestly, i was damn bloody happy but was in doubt. he could just end our r/s just like that and want it back just like that. will he do it again? but i couldnt care less cos i honestly still loved him. de 1st person to know about us was Carl Ross his camp buddy. he said i was stupid saying i shd have thought about it instead of agreee-ing to it almost immediately. but oh well, im just too happy to care :x
2 weeks passed, our r/s were kindda like a secret. no1 knew we were together except for close frens. and i found it weird in having such a secretive r/s thus i asked for a status which he was kindda reluctant to give me. thats when i kindda felt i shd take this time to forget him and not think we would get back together. on 19th sept he gave me a status and on de 2oth sept i went to take a preg test cos my mens haven come for 2 mths but i didnt worry cos mine is damn irregular -.- but cos of frens around me kept askin me to take just so to confirm that im not preg.
that day was a day i seriously felt all sorts of weird emotions. Sad, Delighted, Angry, Scared and etc. Cos when i found out im preg, i was damn scared i literally was shaking outside the toilet wanting to cry but yet am a lil delighted cos afterall its his baby. When i told him about the result he thought i was joking. but obviously i wasnt, send him a photo of de test kit. den i asked how? and he replied abort de child. i was devastated but i know i wanna keep this child even thou i dun have de means to do so alone. Anger came upon me when he mentioned "i give you a few thousand you go get an abortion, this baby will ruin our future."
Decision making lasted another 1 week, we have to make a decision quick (but i wasnt into abortion). We quarrelled alot and i went thru hell lotsa thinking and crying. In de end, we decided to keep Kayler.
Things got better as we prepared for our wedding, our r/s and all. Den de day came, we exchanged our vows on de 28th November 2010. Till death do we part. my morning sickness was sth i hated during that time and the very bad mood swing i get.
Started preparing for our boy's arrival in march as there's a bb fair in taka during that time. Was damn excited, and we bought lotsa stuff for our lil boy. every weekend, i would be shopping for Kayler. i think we have spent a bomb on his stuff.
and to now, Both SH& myself just cant wait till our lil boy arrive into our world and that we could carry him in our arms. We have come a long way even thou we were not together for long, the things we have been thru is alot. My poor boy(SH) have to study hard now as he will be having exams as of tml till 11 may and yet worry that his lil boy will want to come out during this time.
Kayler is in his 38th week, he would be able to pop out anytime already! i do hope he will pop out only next week, after SH finishes his exams so that he would be able to be there in the delivery room with me (:
Its a long post, but i just wanna have some memories of what i have been thru and that i shdnt take things for granted. its just a lil reminder for me :D
Loved ♥
To have a Happy Family